I begin my blog posts with this excerpt from the preface of my book, The boundless love of god: a holy spirit story:
“i had a thirst during my youth to understand the holy spirit mentioned in the apostle’s creed and recited eACH SUNDAY IN MY FAMILY’S CHURCH SERVICES, BUT IT WENT UNQUENCHED. UNFORTUNATELY THERE WAS LITTLE TEACHING ABOUT THE HOLY SPIRIT FROM THE PULPIT IN MY DENOMINATION, A DEFICIENCY THAT PERSISTS TO THIS DAY IN MANY CHURCHES. IT WAS MY CONNECTION BEGINNING IN 1987 WITH REASONS TO BELIEVE, AN INTERNATIONAL, INTERDENOMINATIONAL MINISTRY, AND MY ACADEMIC TRAINING AND TENURE IN THE MEDICAL PROFESSION THAT PROVIDED DIRECTION AND RESOURCES FOR THE STUDY OF THE HOLY SPIRIT IN MY ADULT YEARS. IT WAS NOT ENOUGH TO RECITE BELIEF IN THE HOLY SPIRIT IN THE CREED. I WANTED TO LEARN HOW THE HOLY SPIRIT RELATES TO MANKIND, HOW BY GOD’S GRACE AND LOVE THE HOLY SPIRIT IS AVAILABLE, TO ME. I WANTED TO EXPERIENCE HIM.
“WE WERE CREATED BY GOD FOR DIRECT COMMUNION WITH HIM, AND THE PErSON IN THE TRINITY WHO COMMUNICATES WITH US IS THE HOLY SPIRIT. BUT BEGINNING WITH ADAM MANKIND LOST THE DIRECT, INDWELLING COMMUNION WITH THE HOLY SPIRIT IN A SPIRITUAL DEATH THROUGH THE SIN OF REJECTING THE AUTHORITY OF GOD THE FATHER. ‘BUT BECAUSE OF HIS GREAT LOVE FOR US, GOD, WHO IS RICH IN MERCY, MADE US ALIVE WITH CHRIST EVEN WHEN WE WERE DEAD IN TRANSGRESSIONS.’ (EPHESIANS 2: 4-5) JESUS CHRIST DIED AS A SIN SACRIFICE TO REDEEM US. HE AROSE GLORIFIED AND RESTORED THE INDWELLING OF THE PROMISED HOLY SPIRIT AS COUNSELOR AND HELPER TO MAKE SALVATION AND ETERNAL LIFE IN CHRIST POSSIBLE FOR REPENTANT MANKIND. I WANTED TO UNDERSTAND HOW THIS HAPPENED.”